But if I think about it again… I was studying, so I automatically had schedule!
Since I’m focusing in ‘what I need to do tomorrow’, I would write it the night before. I Sometimes I forgot to write the checklist, being consistence definitely can’t happen in a night I guess? After a week or two it affect my routine. I felt like my life is more organized. I strangely always remember what I need to do that day…. I’m like ?? when I realized that. I always thought I’m not an organized person and always do things without any plan. I uncovered new fact about myself, that I unconsciously had schedule. So, I thought, maybe I actually need at least one rough schedule so I won’t be lost, and yes that’s what I’m trying to do. After around 2 weeks of trial, I try to make the to-do list a little bit more organized.
Isn’t it sounds funny?
I made a page of weekly plan, I wrote fixed plan there so sometimes it’s empty on the first day of the week. I also write a page of to-watch list because at the beginning of the year I promise myself to do 1 week = 1 ep, I have too much watching list lol so I try to avoid binge watching. The rest of the pages are my usual daily to-do checklist. Everything goes well until today, and it’s my 4th week now. I passed almost the whole August with more ease feeling ?? I also started to do my other secondary things that I need to do but not too urgent-hobbies included of course
-. I already got back to my listen to podcast habit (because I need to take IELTS exam, I count this as listening exercise lol and I’m addicted to Stephen Fry’s Harry Potter audiobook these days HE’S SOOOOO GOOD. ), and recently I realized that reading in the morning is nice too. I have a lot of to-read list too, better read more often because sadly I still faaaaar away from my goodreads reading target ??
“Pikiran manusia menginginkan rutinitas, bahkan ketika pikiran itu, entah bagaimana, bersembunyi di surga ini.” -Eric Weiner: The Geography of Faith, translated by qanita publisher team.
*I can’t find the original version, I read a translated one so I quoted from that book ?? I’m not sure about the original version, but if I translate it to English it would roughly be “The human’s mind wants a routine, even when it is somehow, hiding in this paradise.”
If someone ask me what do I like to do, I will say a lot, like A LOT. I always want to try a lot of things, and writing is one of them. But writing.. is not easy. I mean, ‘to write’ the stories. It’s not like I don’t get any ideas-because I have a lot, but one of the main reason is because I want to do a lot of things at the same time and usually ends up do nothing.
Actually I have another blogs and write pretty often that time, years ago, about random things because I just like to write. I make this new blog so I can write like that again-upgrade version of course. To share my thoughts. Today I decided to really start writing, it doesn’t matter how long the post or if it’s just random thought. Because writing can be memories, just like photographs.
Hi. This blog is dedicated for me to write about my bumpy life stories because like what everyone know life is never flat. Well my life is not that spectacular or flat but kinda bumpy. no life has no problem, right? because every human has emotion. It could be about love, friendship, family thingy, work thingy, etc. But, how hard your life is don’t forget to smile and spare your time to give some happiness to yourself so your emotion would be balanced. Cheers! ??
And that was my failed but pretty lunch! I know it might be weird to post a failed cooking as the first food post lol but I’m sorry I can’t resist pretty snapshot loool ?? I will share my cooking again if I happen to plate them prettily!
And everyone that was my failed but pretty lunch! I know it’s weird that my first cooking trial is a failed one lol but I’m sorry I can’t resist pretty snapshot ?? I will share my cooking again if I happen to plate them prettily!
Well this is just another ordinary content. Who do not like to binge-watch? Well maybe some people don’t but, most people do right?! But to be honest, I always prefer series than movies meanwhile most people around me always choose movies. I am not sure but it might be because I love the curiosity for the next ep. That feeling is similar to when we read a chapter in a book and can not resist to read the next chapter. The thrills! It is similar with books, I can not easily comment about series or movies. The difference, I am more picky to choose the series or movies that I am going to watch. I might combine movies and books too since it is interesting to see the difference in the story development process.
My routine is always the same, wake up – going to campus – home – watch something / do work related things until late night – sleep, sometimes I hang out with my friends. It keeps going on and on , it ain’t ALWAYS like that, but basically it is. With that boring routine, these past few weeks I strangely feel lost. Not installment loans in Delaware completely lost and have nothing to do, but more like I often forget what I need to do or wonder ‘what should I do today?’. Of course I did what I need to do, but something felt missing that I felt like I did nothing but entertain myself, like I haven’t done my best. It went for a while until few weeks ago I remember that I abandoned my passport size journal. I have interest in journaling and making planner so I did it but stopped in the middl e -the inconsistency I know-. Hence I thought why don’t I try it again? I was focusing in make it looks pretty back then and writing what happened that day. For the planner, I usually made it as monthly tracker. Maybe I use the wrong method so it didn’t affect much so I stopped? I thought I need to make it more efficient by change the method, focusing on ‘what I need to do tomorrow’ not ‘what I did today’.